No one can help me

No one can help me. They have tried and I in turn have done everything they have said to try and help myself. It has not worked. After everything, all this therapy and medication, I am still stuck in the depths of despair. Life is difficult and full of pain, the kind of pain that won't go away. What am I to do with all this anguish within me? I wish someone could help me or give me another strategy to try and help myself but I have run out of options. Death is the only way to stop this...